Up until that point, I hadn't queried because I hated my letter. So I started thinking, Crap. Now I have to send this thing out into the world.
Can't do it.
Too. Freaking. Afraid.
I cautiously researched a few agents, and promptly supplied myself with another excuse: I didn't have a synopsis written, and most of them seemed to want one, at least at some point in the process.
So, I wrote one. Sent it off to Leigh Ann. She deemed it "perfect." I thought, no way. It took me a year and a half to write a decent query letter, there is no way I wrote a perfect synopsis in an hour.
I mean, it's really freaking hard to condense 78,000 words into 600. So, I also took Natalie Whipple's advice and sent the synopsis to a bloggie friend who hasn't read my ms, thinking she might find some egregious error, points that needed clarification, etc.
Nope. She told me it was clear and concise, and that she loved my premise. Yikes!
Fresh out of excuses, I went ahead and did it. I put my query in an e-mail, and hit send.
Wish me luck, peeps.
And please tell me - were any of you this terrified to hit send?